Tonight I had a total break down, and just cried. Why? We'll I've been looking and looking for a house somewhere just of my own. Yes, I rent but its so far from what I want and need. At this point I just don't know how to feel! At the top of my wish list is just my own little space in this world! It doesn't have to be anything special just special to me. It doesn't have to make MTV's Cribs or even anyone else's dream home.
I'am not trying to get something I know I can't afford or something that makes my life so tight that I can't order take out Chinese. A home that one day be feeled with the memories that never can be replaced or put a price on that's all. So if your out there to who ever you pray to, or hope to; think of me tonight. And I will already say thank you. You know sometimes I feel a little selfish to think this and that I should be greatful no matter what I have, but I guess this is turning into a need so I really hope that so doesn't make me be selfish.
Anyways its snowing like crazy out here tonight, and I am ready to "How do you say it" READY TO HIT THE HAY! Good night to you and ours! Hopefully, old man weather is treating you good!
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