Can you believe how close it is to Christmas Iam excited, but at the same time I'll be glad to get it over with! That's really strange to me because honestly Christmas has always been my favorite holiday for sure. There is so much I want to do and fix in my life and I know it will take time. We all have a lot to be thankful for and never think of it! I guess ever since my Aunt died its like someone turned a light on in my head. I think of some of the strangest things and death more than I ever did before. She was a strong, smart and funny woman that was a joy to know. I miss her with my whole heart. However, I know that she is with me and watches over me. It makes me worry alot about my Grandmother shes 90 and has been more like a Mother to me than a Grandmother. I worry about when I lose her I think I might lose myself in sorrow.
She is an great woman a queen lion in her world, she raised 13 children and survied the depression! She really should have a book wrote about her life. It seems that all the women in my family have a strength that come's from an supernatural place in their souls. I am proud to be apart of this! You know blogging I think is good for the soul and the stress that this world can bring to you. You vent without screeming to who ever reads this. Thank you for letting me! We'll time for me to sleep I am tired! Goodnight all!
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