Do you ever feel like its you against the whole world it seems to be that way with me! Today was another hard day in my life. This morning I had to get up and air up the tires on my car cause for some reason they are not sealing on the rims of the car but I know nothing about car's! Just to get my kids to school and still they where late. This so sucks and came home trying to clean my house. The asshole I have my youngest daughter with is so concerned with his self and not me didn't bother to even call and check on me or his child. What's worse is that my new washer quit on me today had to call someone to fix it! The only laugh I had was when my friend came over to borrow my bathroom because she bought a girdle that was to small and she couldn't breath before she went to class. That's so funny she's not even fat so I don't even know what she is trying to suck in "her ribs"! Lol! But of coarse the day got worse I came out and to find that my tire had completely went flat and my air pump had no air in it. So I thought that I could possibly drive it to get air at a gas station didn't work the tire came completely off of the rim of the car. So now I am down to car's thank God my neighbor took me to get my kids from school!
During this I was trying to find away to get my kids to school in the morning but didn't know how cause there is no one who lives close that is my family I thought that maybe the Dad of my child could take them. Of coarse trying to be the nice person I told my new Man friend that I might have to have him help me in the morning and we of coarse got into our first argument! About him coming back around me these guys just suck of coarse he apologized for his out burst and of coarse I said it had nothing to do with me but the kids! So you would think that my Ex would help with the kids but he says get your boy toy to help you know but these are your kids or was for 4 years you can just throw them away cause we are not together what kind of man does that and why do I miss him. But thank God for good friends cause they are who will be there no mater what my friend is coming to help me in the morning! I have to call my new friend something for reference sake we will call him Palo since he is Italian! Anyway Palo is wanting to take me somewhere for Valentine's Day so to get my mind off of this whole story I will let him! I deserve a break! My kids are driving me crazy I need to put myself in timeout after all of this and my 20 month old will not let me even write right now! I need a new car or an new old car as soon as possible I don't care what it looks like as long as it will drive and hold all of my little family! I guess we all have one of those days I seem to have them more than anyone. Then on top of that two guys telling me they love me I just want someone to show me!
Palo said that he would come and see what he could do tomorrow and help me! I just don't know what to do and I don't know how to feel at this point! I am so far behind on things and just trying to keep my head above the waters at this point!
I sure hope that there is a rainbow at the end of this storm cause I need one! I have so much more to say and seems like I have not the time to say it so to every one out there hang in everyone has those days. Just like mine I guess we all feel like this only thing could happen to us!
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