BLAH!

 What can I say I am so tired that I havent got the energy to say much and to be honest I maybe a bit boring tonight. I haven't wrote anything in forever so much for devotion..... Anyways my job is killing me I just keep thinking 1 more year and I am sooooo out of here. Not only did I not get the job I had worked my butt off for "GET THIS", I get asked monday night to work it for the other person haha! Your kidding right thats what I was thinking! Anyways I ask what am I doing there? BEING USED THANKS TO THE ON GOING ECONMY!LOVELY! But enough said about that I am sick of that I have to self motivate my self to go! Hopefully, the new house want let me become so depressed with more room I love that! I can fix it how I like it! Man I like that !!!! button tonight can't tell you why!!!
 So anyways it is so freaking cold tonight I can't wait to lay down and cuddle under my covers go to sleep.... We paid a small deposit tonight for a house, and went to Mr. Ghattis to eat.
   I hope that we're doing the right thing I wanted something more out into the country. Got to do what you can afford sometimes not what you like. But for the most part its what we need four bedrooms and one bath. The one bath I hope can be changed to two. Just cause its big doesn't mean its new. I have some work ahead of me for sure. But I am not afraid of work thats what you have to do if you want to get somewhere in this life.....
   If your waiting on someone to give you something your probably going to wait a long time! We'll I need some shut eye, going to finsih my show and hit the sack!