Why?

Why is it that people have to share their everyday life on facebook, sometimes I think its insane yes I am blogging about the most private things of my life! However, those people not all of them may truly even like you so yes I have learned after myspace not to post anything that makes you look like fool! People are cruel and deceiving to say the least! So I do what I hate sometimes living the cookie cutter life. Which is such a lie for the most part of it, I am not saying you can't be happy but we should all know appearance's are deceiving! We could not be human if we didn't have flail's we have tears, anger, and sometimes we just don't know what the hell we are doing! I love that about people! Some thing's according to the audience should be better off unsaid! Like yesterday a girl on my facebook said she was going to court for sending nude pictures to someone, better left unsaid. Really you want everyone you know to know that! She wasn't joking I can't believe a guy told on her!Lol! But that is something I wouldn't tell anyone I knew unless we were close friends. I wish I had more time to write but I have an 18 month old who doesn't let me do anything for very long.  I haven't got my moe joe back yet you spend so much time getting caught up in the things around us that we start to forget ourselves! We shouldn't forget who we are!  There is so much more to my life and who I am than what I do! We should all take time out for us, because we are the only one that can make us happy!

It is what it is!/ a few thing a girl could learn!

 O.k. I suck at getting on here and writing everyday! Good news no one ever listens or reads me that cares I think at this point. So anyways back to my fiance if you can call him that maybe I am just over thinking things. However, he acts very in my friends words "shady"! So about two months ago I found this lovely thing you call familymap and since I am the account holder I put it on his phone some days it may be a little off! But not always anyway this fool tells me that at&t doesn't work right. O.k the big satilite in the sky they paid millions of dollars from lies! Really! Anyways I love tech. stuff so girls if you are the account owner its 9.99 a month sure its to take care of your kids in case their lost. We'll sorry guys but some of you give the rest of you a bad name! You could imagine his surprise before he knew it was activate on his phone and I pulled up out of no where! Tonight, I think hes trying to come up for reasons to stay alnight with his Mother! What is the deal with that?
   Not to mention yes I got ask out twice through facebook from my ex's! Which reminds me of why that they are my ex's they both have girlfriends. I am sick on top of it from this weather, rain, cold rain, and rain! How depressing!  We'll I am so tired and tired of thinking about all of this crazyness that is life. I just need a change in my life and need to figure out what that is! Not to mention no one not even my family has any ideal that I am writing a blog. I think it would be best this way! Also, I have kids sometimes that are completly out of control at times I'd like to hide. I so am ready for bed!