Glitter in the Air!

 I am not a great blogger for sure cause I have commitment issues! Lol! I need to say this if your struggling with something that you just don't think you can't handle. We'll let me tell you this your not alone everyday we have battles! It really doesn't matter if your rich, or poor or what your beliefs are or even what your skin color is, it boils down to how we react to the things that happen! We must not for get ourselves no matter what kind of situation that we find ourselves in. If your a poet write, if your an artist DRAWL, if your a singer Sing. an athlete Play! This is who you are never let the fear of what someone thinks bother you. Who cares if its not great to them in the end you are happy! Life is too short to give a damn what people thinks!
  You are beautiful because your different! The End! No, one can make you happy but yourself and when you do this all of the pieces of puzzle starts falling into place. The people around start to disappear and you have only you to answer to. Wow, I did spell check guess what was wrong and lit up, Lol! I today start living for me! Believe me sometimes it's not the easiest thing to do. I have crawled my way out of so many holes that at first its so hard than you it starts getting easier and easier! Good night all of my non listeners! You never know what I'll say next! I just hope that some day something out of this blog helps someone makes you smile, laugh, cry or yes you can even get mad!

What a freaking life!

Well first of all just let me say I haven't been on here in forever! Why? We'll because my lab top got stolen out of my house and for the most part of this writing experience I have been reserved and haven't just said everything I have wanted to. Here is the thing this could get raw so if you can't handle it don't read it! This is your R rating cause I just might cuss! In case you want to report me! I have had one of the worst 2  months of my younger life! I have been in court because of this stupid man I have and yet I wouldn't even call a man at this point! Why do women put up with so much stupidly? I need to know what makes us think that we will ever change someone or something that want be changed!
  Seriously, at one point in my life I could have my own reality t.v. show from the this crap! Also by the way the government needs to get control over all these people and their drug habits. You can't leave toilet paper in your bathroom without people wanting to sale it! If you have a problem with that statement you can kiss my ass cause I've had it with these thief's who things they are untitled to something that is not theirs! No, I'm no rocket scientist but I know about life and right from wrong. This morning I went on facebook to find a guy from my past I should have never let go if I had to of chained myself to his leg! So my question is why does it take us years of our life's to figure this stuff out. Wouldn't you know hes got like five kids not all his some here and there but still seemed to be the same guy! It kinda makes me hope he was never happy after me! I used to sit and wonder what if and now there will never be a what if! Who would I be to walk through a door after 10 years. I should had figured it out years before! So the other dummie is in my bed and hasn't went to work in to days! What a day!